Hanging in the Middle

yesterday at about 11pm, jpa result finally out
trick ppl de them, notice say 5pm
n at 5pm many ppl online check
n see nothing new, no dif, no new link
for me, i really have no hope for it
as i ady feel enough for me to get matrik
n no hope no disappointment
i think thr will be some ppl have high hope n will fall painfully

initially i jz thought of thr will be word like "tahniah" or either "minta maaf"
who knows when i check
i m hanging in the middle
i no get to jpa oversea but get ipts
huh? wat do tat mean?
cant even appeal?
i ask many ppl n jz find out tat only me n kar bee get ipts
some in s1 get ipta oso but didnt find other get ipts de

now ipts mean wat
institut pengajian tinggi swasta
thn how?
headache...
did it jz offer foundation or til all?
no say at all
even those get to oversea de oso no say which country
n if i accept can i still appeal?
did ipts consider pidn?
lots of question mark...

wan to call jpa oso cannot
today wesak day
tml sunday
monday need register in matrik
wa...
malaysia is really smtg
"high" efficeincy
things updated at "fastest" speed
we really "clap hand" for them
n give a "trophy" n "award" too

now have no choice but to go matrik first
n tis is wat i planned oso
i don wan to back to form 6 no matter wat
the most insuran way is go matrik first

but some say even i no get to oversea
get ipts ady very good oso
compare to ipta wo
as they say its oversea, ipts, ipta then jz get nothing
so no win grand prize still got first runner up
still good gua
miracle jz not tat easy to happen

n here
congratulations to all those who get to oversea
especially shao kang
remember to treat me o, haha...
n for those who no get, wish us all the best oso
appeal n get... matrik or jpa or watever
good luck to all my frenz...