Wednesday, April 23, 2014

我所拥有的

我所拥有的。。。并不多
我没有很好的文采,但很多话好想要说

我所拥有的。。。并不多
所以我知道我能帮得上别人的忙,我一定帮
我有我的原则,可我也改变了许多
但我的改变,不会变得我不自己
而是把自己变得更好
但由始至终,没改变的是那份在乎

我所拥有的。。。并不多
我没有所谓本钱,健康也好,金钱也好
因为皮肤的问题,我无法像正常人一样
我像半个残障人士,很多事情不能做
被人们用异样眼光看待,被小孩子笑
同桌同学都觉得我会把她吃了
有些事我真的做不来,我不介意被同情
可周遭遇到的,没人能理解我
我对一些事很敏感
一个肢体上的接触,一个拥抱
都可以让我觉得我被信任
让我感觉这世上还有温暖
让我觉得我不这么的可怕

我所拥有的。。。并不多
我的想法很理智,不打没把握的仗
我知道自己的不足,就算我多渴望
我都会克制着自己,我还没资格拥有
只能让错过成为过错

我所拥有的。。。并不多
还不能拥有爱情的我,友情大过天
会把好朋友看得很重
有时候,我在乎的也许是希望朋友在乎我多一些而已
而这在乎到最后伤到了自己,也伤到了朋友
时间让朋友变成好朋友
互相迁就和相互退让让这一切延续着
然而环境的变化让这一切可以变得那么的经不起考验
这一切的一切都那么的无法掌控
当他要的不是我能给的时候,它就淡了
我告诉自己友情是座靠山
不管现在或将来它是个依靠,不是依赖
感恩的是我知道周围还有很多对我好的朋友们
今年的生日愿望就给了这些真心的朋友们
希望毕业不会是友情的收场

我所拥有的。。。并不多
但我有很疼我的爸爸妈妈
虽然他们都不说出口,但我都能感受得到那份爱
他们从来没给我课业上的压力
自己的前途让我自己去掌控
所以现在唯一我能做的是孝敬他们
做工赚了钱一定要带他们去走一走
让他们都健健康康,快快乐乐
不要用上子欲养而亲不待
这也是我撑着我生存意志的支柱和方向

埋怨过后,还是得继续活下去
哭过以后,干了的眼泪让人更坚强
告诉自己不管多难也要走下去
不管现在拥有多少,总有一天
会有那么一天。。。





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